New Year 2007
I was laying in my bed when fireworks went off outside in the wet darkness outside the window. I keep on sleeping and resting. I read a little in a book about narcissism today. The notion of what we take for reality can be in conflict with our image of ourselves or the other way around. The image doesn’t match up to reality and the self doesn’t see an accurate picture of itself, and thereby there is a problem. The author of this book mentions that the less in touch the person is with his feelings, the more narsissistic the person is. The author’s opinion is that essentially the fundamental problem with narsissists is that they are not in touch with their feelings. The author posits that feelings are related to the body and that the self is a biological inherency rather then a psychological one. (If I got it right) So I’m going to continue reading this book.
My mom says things outloud to people. Today my mom said to a complete stranger that the person was fat(in danish). My dad and mom came in the apartment not long after they left. My dad said he was never going to go out waking with her again because she does things like that(or something to that effect). Maybe my mom isn’t much better then when she was before she went to hospital? I don’t know for sure.
That’s it for this morning.
